Yea.. YouTube is exhausting. I feel like all I do is reply to comments and make videos that get judged by a bunch of strangers. I am very fortunate that my posts have so far had a fairly positive response from viewers. If people weren't as nice and positive as they have been, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have posted as much as I have... Right now, I have a lot of non-YouTube responsibilities flying around, and mustering up enough energy to make and edit a video isn't as exciting as it was a year ago...
I've noticed that once I'm in the swing of making and editing a video, it's fun again...but getting enough motivation to start working on a video is hard. I definitely think a new computer might help you. I remember editing on a slow blue-screen-of-death-every-10-minutes computer, and it was the most frustrating thing. I'm surprised I didn't throw that darn computer out the window.
Sometimes I think that I should be enjoying my young life more, instead of making silly videos. If I quit, I could go join the local hiking club, or volunteer somewhere, or go canoeing more. Canoeing in Summer is fun. But instead, I need to go work on a video, because that looming task never ends.
But besides all of that...While making videos for YouTube, I get to experiment with sample libraries and play around with simple melodies. I've visited a lot of really pretty places around the state just so I could make a video. It turns the weekend into a mini weekend adventure, which is nice. I feel like I'm kind of an online teacher for some viewers, so I can't just ditch them... My parents said they liked being able to see their daughter whenever they wanted. All of these things motivate me to keep posting. But yea...life is short. I'm still not sure what I should spend my time on... =/
A slight break might help, but a slight break can also easily turn into a long break... I took a slight break which was nice, but I ended up getting really lazy about posting. o.0