Oh my god I totally understand your feelings. Nobody really comments on my stuff unless they want to slowly grow their own channel, or something of the sort. I just want to meet cool creators with similar interests and likes to befriend. I also hate a majority of gaming channels because- as a gamer myself I'd rather play the game then watch it. This isn't always true though. Due to my extreme anxiety I can't play horror games, but I love them. I love the cryptic feeling and the dark atmosphere so I watch others play them. I CANNOT STAND the 1,000,000's of COD and BF play throughts. I'm not a big fps, unless it's multiplayer with someone I know, other than that, it has to have an intense story line for me. But ALL THESE PEOPLE MAKING MULTIPLAYER VIDEOS OH MY GOD. I don't want to watch 2 hours of you pointing your virtual gun at people and saying your mom jokes and basically being immature little uhg. I don't know the swearing rules for this forum so I'll keep myself PG.
I know the rut you're in. I'm in the same one. I'm at the point where I'm just loosing interest in youtube, because youtube is fading with inconsistent people and selfish people too. My main drive is that I'm doing what I love. If I get stuck in a rut- okay I'll let myself be stuck a little, I'll try to make short videos if any at all, then I come bouncing back as fast as I can. It's kind of like writters block. You just have to walk away and come back!