When I first started my channel I was really excited because I had """big plans""" for it (and by that I mean I just wanted to get noticed hopefully). I created my channel (I already had a channel but I wanted a new one to start out with for this) on I think April 23rd, 2013 and I remember being really confused as to what to use as the user name. I wanted to be a youtuber because it was simple and fun and just a really amazing career to have in my opinion.
When I first started my channel and started making videos, I obviously wasn't expecting to get hundreds of views or subscribers right away, but I did hope to get at least some people to notice me (which they did, but very gradually). I got a little discouraged when I was making my first video because I thought I had to look a certain way to be a youtuber, and I didn't like how I looked on camera (looking back on it now I look fine though, and I look completely different now anyway).
The only issues I had were aspect proportions and sound problems. I use Windows Movie Maker because it's free and simple and one of the few free options for editing software for windows, but the problem with that is that it does lower the quality of my videos a little. When I got my first real camera (before that I was using an ipad) and edited it with WMM it either put a big black border all the way around my videos or squeezed them from 16:9 to 4:3 which made it look really distorted (but it only did that after I uploaded them to youtube. When I played them back on my laptop they were normal). I recently found out that by adding certain tags to the video depending on the aspect problem, it would fix it, but only when someone was watching on PC. On mobile it was still messed up. But eventually I found out how to fix it in WMM's settings, so my most recent video doesn't have any problem with it. WMM also has recently started distorting the sound of my videos (like when I say words with an "s" in them, it emphasizes the "sss" sound and makes it sharp and kind of mechanic sounding. Same with some other sounds too. It also plays back normal-sounding on my laptop but once its on the timeline in WMM it distorts sound), and I still haven't found out how or why, but I recently got a new camera with an external mic to see if that would help. It's only started doing that in my recent videos and I just got a new laptop and reinstalled WMM so it may have been fixed by redownloading it.
The only worry I have is that my videos aren't good. As for dreams, I want to get 10,000 subscribers at least. I'd be more than happy if I just got a couple thousand (atm I have 200).
When I made my first video I hadn't planned anything to say so it was kind of a mess. Not to mention I spent about a half hour trying to decide what to wear in it (eventually I just got so frustrated I turned the camera off and I was about to give up, but then I just put on normal clothes and stood there and winged it, and it turned out decent in the end). It was a really short video because of me not knowing what to say or do but it turned out okay.
Wow I've typed way too much. I'm sorry xD