If you play with fire you're going to get burned. I'm starting to think you must have something like attention-seeking-behavior-syndrome because you don't seem to realize that what you are doing is in fact making yourself out to become a target. It might appear that you don't want negative attention yet it is obvious you are putting yourself constantly in the situation to receive it.
My advise is to take a break from all the drama, focus on your education and come back to this once you finally learned from all this mistakes you've made. I'm annoyed personally with the fact that you made this topic to receive help/advice but you just complain when people tell you how and what to do to fix your problem.
