KillaDays
I've Got It
So a few months ago, a good friend of mine decided that he was going to quit YouTube and he messaged me on Skype and asked me if I would be willing to continue his channel for him as he had built up a bit of a fanbase and they didn't want him to stop uploading. He had a lot more subscribers then I did at the time, about 800 more, and he is a good friend of mine so I accepted. However lately, he has been back and started uploading again, which is awesome since he is a great YouTuber but now I feel like I'm just stepping on his toes and getting in the way, because even though I was substituting for him, it is still HIS channel.
On top of the feeling of stepping on his toes, I'm also becoming more worried about the fact that these subscribers and this growth is not my own personal growth and I feel like I made the wrong decision when I agreed to substitute for him. Now I'm not sure entirely what I want to do, as I have two options laid out in my mind. Stick with my friend's channel and upload with him, or move to my own channel so I can watch and be sastified with my own personal growth and not constantly feel like I've cheated somehow (which I guess I did, since it was definitely a leg-up).
The problem is both of these options appeal a lot to me, so I thought I'd ask for other opinions on the matter
Do you guys think I should start my own, seperate channel or continue with this joint channel?
On top of the feeling of stepping on his toes, I'm also becoming more worried about the fact that these subscribers and this growth is not my own personal growth and I feel like I made the wrong decision when I agreed to substitute for him. Now I'm not sure entirely what I want to do, as I have two options laid out in my mind. Stick with my friend's channel and upload with him, or move to my own channel so I can watch and be sastified with my own personal growth and not constantly feel like I've cheated somehow (which I guess I did, since it was definitely a leg-up).
The problem is both of these options appeal a lot to me, so I thought I'd ask for other opinions on the matter

Do you guys think I should start my own, seperate channel or continue with this joint channel?