Totally know what you mean. I don't record myself on camera for my videos, however I do record my voice which was extremely weird as I wasn't used to it. Weirdness, awkwardness, all of those good things may come at first but after a while of doing it you get much more used to it! it may never become as normal as not being on camera, but it will definitely get less weirder as you get used to it and do it more!