darkstarmedia
Words are great.
Do you ever find a channel similar to yours that you think is way beneath your content but they have such bigger numbers than you? And you find yourself mumbling under your breath about it? lol
I find myself more beating myself up when I see similar channels being more successful than my own - because I know that if I just uploaded more frequently, I could be up there with them. So, I use it more as a chance to look at myself and pray I get my sh*t together, because I'm terrible.
. I feel like you have much more than hope. Perhaps more along the lines of a promising YouTube future. To be honest, I'm betting you have others jealous of your channel, haha. But by the looks of it, you put a lot of time and effort into it with almost 80 videos so I would say it is well deserved. Keep it up and you will continue to grow.