What You're Doing & Why?

LyfeWithDragons

Mother of Dragons...Wait...
Personally, I've been through quite a lot in my life, more trouble than I'd like to share. After tirelessly working those 9-5 jobs, and never really enjoying a waking moment; I found reassurance in my dreams. That's what it was telling me, that I wouldn't be happy unless my dreams were involved. Ever since I was younger I've had a strong fascination with TV, Movies, and Films in general. My youth was primarily spent watching TV, or playing video games. Needless to say, I didn't acquire many friends that way. School was just dreadfully boring to me, and I always hated going. Being bullied, having rocks thrown at you nearly everyday just because you were like the other kids, it was horrible.

I hadn't ever met my Father, he left just shortly after I was born. I had always assumed he knew prematurely that his son was doomed to be a failure, so he left. It wasn't until I got older that I realized that he left because he was scared of how much more successful I'd be than he ever was. Despite the lack of friends, family, or resources, I will continue to do what I love. You can sort of feel when it's your "calling", when you would do it for free, and still have the best time making it.

The notion that I can take what's in my head, what I dream, what I want the world to be. Film it, make that a reality for EVERYONE to see. That's just amazing, and I couldn't ever see myself doing anything different. I'm gaining friends, slowly, but I'm gaining them. There are people out there that care, even when you feel like the entire world doesn't. Don't be distraught in your ventures. Do what you enjoy doing, and don't let anyone EVER tell you that you aren't good enough. YOU are worth more than you'll ever know!

I'd love to hear all of your stories, please share!
 
My story is quite a large one, which is weird for a 17 year old guy really.
I've been through a lot of abuse, both mentally and physically which has left it's scars, I suffer with depression and anxiety a lot, but I battle it by helping others.
Whether it be via my videos or just have one-to-one conversations with people, I like to make a difference with peoples lives and do my very best to give them a happier and better perspective of life.
Heck, by helping people, it has helped me.
 
I have a very open mind, I have to. I suffer from a type of bipolar (minor) and also anxiety. I started my YouTube channel to help me forget that people exist and I'm talking to my camera. (My Mind Is Weird.) I'm also transgender a chick with a d**k... I'm also fretting about life and what I'm doing with it. My future is so blurry right now and that is what my stress is about at the moment.
 
My story is quite a large one, which is weird for a 17 year old guy really.
I've been through a lot of abuse, both mentally and physically which has left it's scars, I suffer with depression and anxiety a lot, but I battle it by helping others.
Whether it be via my videos or just have one-to-one conversations with people, I like to make a difference with peoples lives and do my very best to give them a happier and better perspective of life.
Heck, by helping people, it has helped me.

That actually makes me want to relaunch an interview show I used to do. In fact, I'm going to look more into that and see what I can do! Though, I do understand what you are feeling. I too suffer from depression and anxiety. That being said, having a positive outlook is starting to do wonders!

I have a very open mind, I have to. I suffer from a type of bipolar (minor) and also anxiety. I started my YouTube channel to help me forget that people exist and I'm talking to my camera. (My Mind Is Weird.) I'm also transgender a chick with a d**k... I'm also fretting about life and what I'm doing with it. My future is so blurry right now and that is what my stress is about at the moment.


Stressing over things can make it difficult, though how you handle it is what really matters. I checked out your channel, and I really fancied the message you are bringing to the open forum. Believe in yourself, and the rest will follow! :P
 
That actually makes me want to relaunch an interview show I used to do. In fact, I'm going to look more into that and see what I can do! Though, I do understand what you are feeling. I too suffer from depression and anxiety. That being said, having a positive outlook is starting to do wonders!


I agree ^-^
I tend to promote helping others as a way of helping yourself, it is a very effective coping method!
Stay strong as well man, the world needs more people like you! :D
 
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